JPAM ...

Every friday I have cocuriculum which is JPAM.. Actually I don't like JPAM because i hate marching...left right left right...blablabla..brrr...I was hoping that I can go home next week on friday but I am in dilemma because that Friday I have JPAM which is at 5pm until 7pm.. I though that I can buy a ticket at 5pm but the commander had said that all student's JPAM must come that day and if we do not come,we may get punishment...hurmm...When i'm thinking about it, I was soo sad..However,I have made decision that I will go home..how hard it takes,I don't care :) This is because I wanna fast in this Ramadhan with my family.. I miss them soo much :')